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Halloween Apocalypse Survivor by nightember99
Halloween Apocalypse Survivor
This is for a contest :iconhappyferrets12: is doing and ...having a tight belt with a parka ...man do ya look fat in it.. XD

I'm just slightly sad you can't see the big khukuri knife I have all too well
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Welp... everything in my life is falling apart as we speak.. I've been in a constant depression for the most part for a while now, my dad and I barely do anything together anymore, and he's the only family I have left.. he's always going on all these dates, and we're so poor we might not be able to pay rent, I'm losing friend's left and right because I'm not a partier... and oh yea, the girl I loved for over two years, Cassie, dumped me...  so at the moment, my life sucks, it's falling apart completely and I only have one good friend left in real life... the one of the other ones I had, she's starting to absolutely hate all guys, including myself even though we've been good friends for about 6 years, the other one? been friends with for like 7 but he's became an alcoholic douchebag.. hell, the mutual friend between Cassie and I just stopped talking to me completely so she's not my friend anymore either..

I've hardly got anyone to talk to about this stuff.. I just... don't know what the future holds for me... but everything in my life has slowly been going downhill ever since I was a little kid and things just get worse and worse, sometimes good things happen, but then two bad things happen, and with the whole Cassie dumping me... well... I was dead inside till I met her... she... made me alive again... I was becoming happy, slowly but surely... yea.. I'd still get depressed but not as often as before.. she was the first girl I've truly loved and then she dumped me out of no where not even a week after my 21st birthday... hell, I can't even get drunk to distract me...

the only good thing that has happened was that I got a car... but... bleh... fuck my life... fuck everything... I don't know how much more of all this bullshit I can take.. every day I just hear worse and worse news...
  • Mood: Sadness

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nightember99
Jess
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Hello my name is Jess, and that is not short for anything. I'm generally a kind person until someone wrongs me or my family and friends. I'm a little bit strange and I don't really fall into the rest of the crowd but I act normal most of the time unless I have not been getting much sleep.(then I am comparable to a person on LSD XD)

But I do enjoy working with electronics and mechanical things like taking them apart and putting them back together.

I have a strange fascination with weapons of all kinds be it guns or blades. NOTE I have never hurt anyone with my weapons except when I accidentally cut myself while whittling with a bad knife XD ...stupid thing broke and sliced my finger down to the bone :\

Current Residence: Small town in the U.S.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Mens Medium
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Operating System: On my kick ass laptop 7 and on my desktop 7.
MP3 player of choice: Creative ZEN, and an iPod Touch.
Wallpaper of choice: mysticfairytales.deviantart.co…
Favourite cartoon character: Ed, Edd, and Eddy
Personal Quote: "Boredom Rules All"
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Welp... everything in my life is falling apart as we speak.. I've been in a constant depression for the most part for a while now, my dad and I barely do anything together anymore, and he's the only family I have left.. he's always going on all these dates, and we're so poor we might not be able to pay rent, I'm losing friend's left and right because I'm not a partier... and oh yea, the girl I loved for over two years, Cassie, dumped me...  so at the moment, my life sucks, it's falling apart completely and I only have one good friend left in real life... the one of the other ones I had, she's starting to absolutely hate all guys, including myself even though we've been good friends for about 6 years, the other one? been friends with for like 7 but he's became an alcoholic douchebag.. hell, the mutual friend between Cassie and I just stopped talking to me completely so she's not my friend anymore either..

I've hardly got anyone to talk to about this stuff.. I just... don't know what the future holds for me... but everything in my life has slowly been going downhill ever since I was a little kid and things just get worse and worse, sometimes good things happen, but then two bad things happen, and with the whole Cassie dumping me... well... I was dead inside till I met her... she... made me alive again... I was becoming happy, slowly but surely... yea.. I'd still get depressed but not as often as before.. she was the first girl I've truly loved and then she dumped me out of no where not even a week after my 21st birthday... hell, I can't even get drunk to distract me...

the only good thing that has happened was that I got a car... but... bleh... fuck my life... fuck everything... I don't know how much more of all this bullshit I can take.. every day I just hear worse and worse news...
  • Mood: Sadness

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SacredWaterOfDreams Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :party: :iconpartyhatplz: :cake: :icongiftplz:
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Hope ya have a good one!!!! :hug:
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MKSMK Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2014
Thanks for the fav!
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Calates Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav
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